i usually call her

nanay

instead of mom, mama, mommy…i feel much comf’table calling her that

From the day i was brought out to this harsh world `till the day i learned the use of oxygen in the environment, she’s always been there for me. Well, not literally, but she’s been doing her best to reach my thoughts even though she’s miles away from me. “Mag-aral kang mabuti anak.” i never get tired of hearing those words coming from her. Even though sometimes i flunk some of the exams in school, and yea, no need to hide it, i suck in school, especially FILIPINO *shame on me* im not like her. But i wanna be like her, she’s my role model, my bestfriend, my teacher, my dressmaker and my MOM. she’s the coolest [and i mean COOOOLEST] person i have ever known.

A woman named LOVELY, gently scuplts my soul, loves me with all her heart and treats me like i am the only child in the world. I just wish i can return all the love shes been giving me :’)

Actually, this blog is especially for my her. I’ve been wanting to write her a thank you letter since…uhh..i forgot *laughs*, but i guess im too shy to do it *laughs again* [nice :)]

Well, here i go

To my one en only Nanay,

Hay hay nanay, isang school year na lang graduate na `ko. Isang school year na lang college na `ko. At isang school year na lang uuwi ka na ulit. Gusto na kitang makasama kahit sandali lang. `Di ba sabi mo tuturuan mo `kong gumawa ng blouse? Gusto ko nang matutunan `yun, para ako na lang gagawa ng costume ko. Ayy…nga pala, approve ka bang magcosplay ako? Lemmi know pag payag ka. :))))

Nay, alam ko medyo kornii, pero gusto ko lang pong mag-thank you. Salamat po sa tiyaga, sa pagtitiis, sa pagaalala, sa pagpapayo at sa lahaaaaay lahat ng nagawa niyo mula nung buuin niyo ko nung magaling kong ama *tawa tawa tawa*. Salamat po talaga from bottom of my heart…oyea!

Dapat matagal ko nang sinabi yan, pero nahihiya nga ako, tsaka hindi ko naman mabibigay sa’yo `yung letter na ginawa ko kasi nga wala ka dito. And i can’t ask tita to post the mail for me. Etong computer at internet na `to ang tanging paraan para madali kong masabi ang pasasalamat ko sa inyo.

Wish ko lang mabasa niyo `to. At kung mabasa niyo nga, please don’t mention this in public. Don’t give any comments or anything what so ever :)) *kidding*

So, `yun lang. Be happy nanay. I know you know what’s best for you. Just think about coming back, please? *bows*

And you’re asking me what i want for my birthday, right? Well, i think, a NIKON D400 would do, or a set of colorful threads and fabrics and thread and fabrics *laughing out loud* Just kidding! You decide what you’ll give me. Afterall, it’s a gift from you, right?

I think that’ll do it. Im just glad i finally blupred out what i wanna say. Have a good day.  :)

Love, Villy

actually, this blog is from HCG yeah. i decided to copy it here so i can update this long lost blog; cheersXD

here we go..enjoy
I’m bored..but I never thought I’d end up writing bout myself in here..
I really hate writing..or should I say typing..or is it called writing?..or nah..forget it…

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~> juvelyn evangelista, my real name..but people call me villy..i just hate being called juvy or juvelyn coz its so darn ugly..yukk. and dahil nga don…pag first day ng school…(at kaylangan pa ng name tag..name plate..or whatyamacallit) I use VILLY..hanggang sa umabot na sa point na dalawa pangalan ko sa class record ng mga teacher ko..tunay yan…

~> Ive been livin in this harsh but beautiful world for 15 years now…and’ll turn 16 on june 01 this year..yey me~ *clap clap clap* isinilang at lumaki in a city called malolos in the province of bulacan..yea~ em a bulakena..wooohoo…[di ku na maintindihan tinatype kuu :)) ]

~> I love dancing, painting, taking pictures, goofing around, making costumes and monkeying around :))

~> i have haters but I also have lovers. em not good at giving advices..im the one who asks for `em,,di mo ko maasahan sa ganyan..pero kung close talaga tau..ill try my best na mabigyan ka ng advys noh..

~> mahina ako sa malalim na tagalog kht bulakena kuu..weakest subject ko yun
~> madalas akong mapagkamalang TOMBOY, kung makaporma raw kasi akuu *hiphop dodong pogee pogee* LMAO.. minsan naman EMO puro emo songs an laman [eh anu nmn?] saka niyo na itanung kung bakit.. :))

~> mhrap din akuung mptulog..mnsan d n q nttulog, kxe type ko lang. nkktapos akuu ng isang nobela sa loob ng dlwang araw [diretso un peru my kainan LMAO]..mnsan nmn, di kuu nmmlayan kagigitara ko gabi na pla..nkakulong lng akuu sa kwarto ko..

~> mag-isa lang ako sa buhay [aww..drama..joke LMAO] ..mg1 lng akuu sa bahay..ako lht ng trabaho sa hauz kxe wula akuung kptid..parents ko both nasa abroad..nppdla lng ditu [maiiyak na kuu :C ]
tita ko nagluluto ng food for me..pag talagang tntmad akuu..d akuu kkain..[lalo ngayon mgo-audition cla sa Family Feud :omg: ]..tunay din yan..reserba nga akuu weh..kxe 16 este 15 lang akuu..
~> i study nga pala in Guiguinto Naitional Vocational High School..heard of it??
its in Guiguinto, Bulacan obviously :lmao: and there..kilala akuu bilang snob at tomboy na masunget.. [arrraykupuuuu] peru lahat yun kabaligtaran..[lahat ng bah? :lmao:]

~> i love anime..grabe..wula lang..i love `em lang..XD

~> marami rin akong pangarap sa buhay. gusto kong maging voice actress, maging sikat na coplayer [asa nomon.. :lol:] o di nmn kya fashion designer..

~> pero kht saan muu kuu isalang [kahit sa dvdplayer p yn...>joke un tumawa ka :lmao:] kkyanin ko if kailangan tlga..maasahn dn akuu sa gwaan ng projects..kung mgppgwa keu..pnta lng keu ditu ahh?
~> sakit ko?..morning sneezing at di makatulog..[i dun wanna col it insomnia..nkttkut aku]
so yeah..

un lang muna..

nitatamad na talaga kuu weh..XD

daan naman keu minsan ..thanks fer readin..LOLXD

Im afraid, but i forced myself to do it…i maybe too young to speak and act like this…

Pero di na kaya ng isip ko…ayoko na…he’s starting to get on my nerves…pinipilit kong lumayo…pinipilit kong kalimutan sya…but everytime i see him, everytime i read his messages…i become weak…the effort of trying to remove him off my mind flies away with the wind…at kahit ilang ulit ko pang subukang kalimutan sya…ganon pa rin…

HE’S NOT THE ONE!

i know that!..coz he can’t see the REAL me…

Forgetting him would be the best thing…pero…madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin